Another cold (1 degrees above freezing), wet and grey day in my life. On the picture you see the sleeting what we have at the moment. 9 years ago it was bitterly cold but the sun was shining. My husband said at that time "rather a day to beget heroes" but we lost our child. Today is the birthday of my deceased daughter. I hoped to find some sunflowers for my living room - and a better feeling - but it wasn´t meant to be.
Today is the right day to snuggle up with my younger son and for a cup of hot chocolate with cream.
In the morning I went to the doctor - He said it´s not allowed to go to work until the end of the month. So you see I´m furthermore in bad health.